#all assignemnt

[lucyfrankenstein]

got a 15/15 on my first dracula paper

[blown-blooms]

"Why does everything feel off," I say as if I didn't experience a traumatic event recently

[your-new-favorite-mouse]

i love figuratively screaming at a wall

[memorizableusername]

i see so much people who make ttc hetalia edits and I want to put a formal request for someone to make a cmiygl edit of gs ame. but I fear my words fall on unhearing ears

[oysterie]

also the textbook is from 2014 and the videos he links are all from at least 8 years ago please sir microsoft word doesnt look anything like this anymore i cannot follow these instructions.

business writing teacher took points off of my first assignment (block letter writing practice) and asked why i addressed it to the previous professor who is retired for a few years but all of the sample documents use his name so i just copied it also so why cant you make your own resources lol.

[coral-skeleton]

The use of AI in academics is a bit of a minefield, it both has the potential to be a very usefull tool, and to do alot of harm, depending on how it's used and which type of AI is used. It is therefore important to draw a distinction between generative AI, such as chat gpt, and AI used for identification of various things, the latter of which has been used to forward science for years now, with things like an ai identifying different ways protiens can be folded helping in cancer research, and in ai being used to classify large data sets in astronomy. Now, what we're talking about here is generative AI, specifically large language models, which are entirely different from the AI previously used in science. Firstly, llms are trained on vast datasets, containing billions of sources from the internet, everything from blogs, to newspapers, to tweets, to scientific articles, all with the goal of making a computerised model of human language usage.

There is no way for us end users to know what is and what isn't included in its training sample, and therefore, we can't determine if its output is reliable information or not. But giving reliable information to the end-user is not what llms were designed for in the first place. Llms were designed to give output in a way that mimics the natural ways we use language. It's much closer to the predictive text function on modern phone keyboards than it is to a search engine like google. It gives a response to any query that sounds like it might be plausible, but in reality, it merely predicts what word is most likely to come next in the context of any given scentence. These are the biggest drawbacks of llms. There's no way of knowing who's work is being used, and it's not doing anything creative or even particularly intelligent. It's merely predicting a likely response to any given question without verifying if that response is even correct. If it's therefore used to write a whole essay, for example, it is not just plagiarism, but a type of plagiarism where the original sources cannot be cited.

If it's used in this way, it definitely breaks down your critical thinking and creativity, as, again, it doesn't do anything creative but merely predicts likely responses, theres no actual thinking behind it, and therefore, merely accepting it's writing as a correct answer and handing that in for assignemnts mean that students don't learn anything new, and especially don't learn the principles of thinking in and of itself. They won't learn how to read and evaluate text for themself, how to formulate new ideas, how to expand on old ones, how to find reliable sources, how to critically reason, how to formulate arguments, or think through a problem logically. In other words, students miss out on all the core points of education, all the important skills that are supposed to be learned in high school language classes, making them more susceptible to misinformation and disinformation, and therefore easier to manipulate in any political direction as they cannot evaluate ideas for themselves.

And that is the big danger that generative ai presents to us as a society. Students already don't know the point of doing literature analysis in high school language classes, a problem that has been present for decades already, but different from previous times they now have an easy out and can choose to not learn these critical skills at all.

[mothpile]

"oh god i cant nap why did i nap. wait. I did my exam im all good" <- GUY WHO STILL HAS TO FINISH FINAL ASSIGNEMNT

[sillylittleclowncat]

actually cleaning it up would probably lead to me adding more things and it would be longer than it already is but like atp,, whatever i love writing abt this album lol lol im realyl normal about it a lot

went thru my drafts and found that like whole analysis i did abt like who sylvia could be when it comes to burn pymglaion i completely forgot i wrote that omg. so much text, i think i made some pretty good points though but like i could clean it up a bit

[acute-cat]

I don't think I'm intersex but perisex also doesn't feel to describe my experience. That's as good of a title as I'm going to get right now. For some background: Tumblr and recommendations have kept me in an intersex rabbit hole for a good while now. Large reason is that it is relevant to my irl activist work; to make responsible trans activism and also keep intersex rights on the agenda. Queer things and gender/sex are also "unfortunately" my special interests, so not engaging is harder than doing so. However, I am also a transfem with a lot of trauma from transmisogyny and cissexism, so many discussions relating to gender/sex and related biology can be triggering or at least heavy if I overindulge. Those reactions don't mean that the content itself is transmisogynistic, bioessentialist or cissexist. Triggers are sadly not rational. Sometimes they are still good guides to figuring things out.

What I notice most of all is my discomfort with the concept of perisex, because rationally it is a term that applies to me. I can confidently say that I am not intersex, at least in the most typical sense. I have had my chromosomes coercively tested, thanks to intersexist medical gatekeeping of gender affirming care and to my knowledge there was never a physiological question regarding my gender/sex (mis)assignemnt. The relevant questions are how is gynecomastia classified, whether I properly had breast development before HRT and if so what caused it.

It is hard to asses one's "natural development" after having been on HRT for years. All there is to rely on is memory, which is far from exact evidence. Having been fat as long as I remember, what might have been breast development was easily attributed to that as opposed to a atypical hormones. Biologically, this is also complicated by the fact that weight is a factor in hormone levels, with fat cells AFAIK contributing to estrogens. Since I started HRT through DIY, i.e. without a prescription or medical oversight, there is also no data on my hormone levels before medication. Altogether, it is a lot more complicated to consider one's "natural" development after having intentionally altered it for years. My point is not to say "I could be intersex but there is no way of knowing!" Even if we assume I had/have an intersex condition that would alter my hormones if it was not for HRT, that label would have no explanatory power on my current conditions because I have medically transitioned.

With all of this context, does the term perisex make sense applied to me? Does it refer to an assumed past state of my body and experiences related to it? The reason I have a negative gut reaction to this is that it reminds me of how a cissexist society treats me and other trans people with a bizarre obsession on our genitalia as infants. The difference obviously is that intersex activists don't assert sex as immutable, but again, triggers are not rational. The question I don't think I can answer is what the "perisex experience" might be, for a trans girl who was distinctly effeminate physically, socially etc.

My intuition is that there might be a need for some more nuanced terminology than a strict intersex-perisex binary. I feel this is something that really needs input from intersex people.

[murasaki-cha]

I have not read the past 2 and probably 3 tomorrow TCF chapters for only one reason

I am dying from assignemnts

I have literally been working all day today my eyes literally burn from staring at the screen. These professors have made it their personal mission to either make us go broke or drown us in assignments.

Istg I'm instinctively pressing Adobe Illustrator and Photoshop shortcuts on nothing because of how much I've been using it

I wanna read Cale's silly goofy atrocities so bad!!!😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[brediest-littleguy]

GUYS SHOULD I START A SIDE BLOG FOR ALL MY ENGLISH ASSIGNEMNTS SO YOU CAN READ THE BULL CRAP I WRITE???

[g0om]

why is it thsr some ppl r using chat gpt or just straight up not doing the assignemnt or not worried thsr all of thier sourves r shit meanwhile here i am w an okay essay w good sources feelijg like i will b hunted for sport soon

[todayisawthewhxlewxrld]

What ur friend Kass said is so real 😞 my schools been up my ass and up every other hole of mine and shoving assignments and tests in em. I got a math test on Friday as well as 2 presentations and another assignment along with it 😭 not to mention a lil drama thingy abt Shakespeare lord knows when.

Currently in shambles rn but I hope ur doing better than all of us 🥲 feel like I haven't bothered u in a while

- omega anon <3

im so glad im not in school anymore but also i think i would rather be dealing with all of that instead of my job rn ❤️❤️

i hope you all survive ur school duties tho... you all habe a lot of assignemnts and for what reason... back in my day-

[rrxnjun]

I know you don't do sequels but what do you think would have happened with Renjun and the main character in "when nobody's watching", I obviously think they got together and had a relationship and Renjun lived happily ever after jsjsj, but I don't know if you have a more elaborate answer or maybe a key destiny in your mind.

Another couple I'm curious about is Yangyang and her main character in "Im not angry anymore" from Jeno's fic I guess they did have something but I don't know if you have anything else to say about them.

pd: Go back to write something about Renjun or Yangyang or the 00 line, tumblr is a desert and I don't have fanfics of them :c ily

I really like making open endings so the readers can imagine how the story played out afterwards and what happened that i didnt decide to show in my story, but dear anon, if you really dont mind and want to hear my take on those universes, here is what i imagine happened 🌞

in when nobody's watching, renjun and the reader get closer and explore each others personalities, really discovering how it feels to have a friend that you can share everything about yourself with and not feel judged. I think after all renjun went through, he is trying to heal, which can sometimes cause him a lot of insecurity, but the reader is always patient and understanding with him. Obviously, i am a lovesick fool and i imagine those two ending up together, but that comes after a longer time of feeling comfortable in each other's presence and also the reader deidolizing the boy she's been pining over for years and realizing he isnt perfect and dreamy, but is a person just like anybody else - and still loving that version of him anyways.

when it comes to i'm not angry anymore (well, sometimes i am), you can see that its a little more complicated. Yangyang is very obviously a safe place for the reader. after having her heart broken by jeno, it takes her a while to get over it, and although she always has yangyang by her side, its a little hard for the boy to come terms with the fact that he was never the first choice for her. However, the two can't deny their growing chemistry that comes with hanging out together and the more the reader forgets jeno, the more she feels at ease thinking that maybe, maybe she could have something with yangyang that is worth exploring. and as we saw in i'm not bitter anymore (i'm syrupy sweet), the two of them are discovering a playful, but very deep connection that definitely blooms into something more <3 they were always destined to get together, it was just wrong timing for them at first!

ahhh dear anon i would love to write more for the 00 line :c i am a busy university student, however, so i must admit that i no longer write as often as i would like to, since dorm life is busy and assignemnts are kicking my ass 💔💔 the time and energy i have left for writing is now reserved for my current kpop ult and that is sadly not nct anymore, but is tbz (follow me on @sohnric plug plug) 😭😭 i do however have a mark wip that i really wanna write soon and also i need to finish that jeno entry for my simplify romance series 🤧 whenever i get over my current kpop hyperfixation i do always come back to nct tho, so dont you worry, my journey is not over with them for sure and i will write something for them again one day <3

[sadiests]

16th November 2023

01:12 - i went down to the study space so i could try and get some work done but i didn't. i hope y'all appreciate my little ziploc bag of grapes that is my snack

02:22 - i got bored so i switched to be sat in a different seat here i could look out of the wondow which was nice but i was tired at this point so it was off to bed. still no assignemnt but i can do it in the morning im sure

12:34 - the assignment took 2 hours, nice and easy, off to do a bit of actual studying now

14:20 - yeah so i had a nap... lunch was out of date reduced section cauliflower cheese which was actully really nice. i have to go to uni for a whole 1 hours today at 4pm so im killing time by doomscrolling on tiktok

21:36 - the lecture was boring and someone was sat in my seat so i had to stave off a meltdown. full on earplugs in, fidget toy in hand, reduced brightness on my screen, awful. i literally did nothing all afternoon and i'm off to make a processed chicken sandwich for dinner

song of the day - still sticking with taylor but going forward to lover for this iconic song that is unfortunately tarnished by a certain someone

[jonathanbyersphd]

Do you wanna talk about the Jancy exes to friends to lovers AU? I’ll listen to all of your brainrot thoughts cause we are in this together! ;D

Oh bless you Emily,

Ok so like obviously it's a very mutual but also INCREDIBLY depressing breakup but they both agree that even though they love each other SO MUCH they need to focus on themselves after everything you know? Anyways Jonathan stays in CA with Argyle Nancy goes to Boston, and they keep in touch/write each other letters. But then like sophmore year of college they're both back in Hawkins and have a tis the damn season moment and then Jonathan just stops writing to her bc he can't do it. ( it's a miscommunication moment and he loves her too much to be like a casual thing)

ANYWAYS, they generally avoid each other but keep tabs/updated via Will & Mike UNTIL like 1993. At which point Nancy gets transferred to the paper Jonathan works for (I'm imagining Seattle) and here are some bullet points I have so far:

They end up with desks next to each other the first day which is awkward as hell

Nancy is like can we be friends you're the only person I know in Seattle

Jonathan is very reluctant at first but eventually is like yea ok (he sees her eating lunch alone and is like fuck)

Jonathan lives in a kinda crappy loft apartment and Ted rents Nancy a whole nice big house in Capitol Hill (Jonathan is like how are you not lonely as hell)

Nancy calls Jonathan on Halloween drunk at the bar and he takes her home. (A very Hits Different moment for her tbh)

Then Jonathan (after seeing all the empty takeout containers) ends up making dinner for Nancy several nights a week

Nancy is adamant that she doesn't have feelings for Jonathan anymore and that's over (sure,Nancy)

Jonathan actually dated a bit after they broke up and if anyone brings that up to Nancy she gets pissed

Jonathan maintains that he's never been in love with anyone else

Nancy tries to hook Jonathan up with a coworker bc she loves avoiding the feelings she doesn't have (this backfires)

For his part, Jonathan calls her college bf a "yuppie trust fund douchebag" more than once

They're unresolved tension is slowing killing Mike & Will bc they just want them to get back together

Murray is involved somehow as well but idk how

I think they maintain this like friends era for a solid year

UNTIL THEY GET PUT ON THE SAME ASSIGNEMNT

AND OH NO THEY GET STUCK OUT OF THE CITY OVERNIGHT BECAUSE OF THE RAIN

AND OH NO THERE'S ONLY ONE BED

Anyways, I'm picturing a very cheesy When Harry Met Sally resolution except it's Karen Wheeler's Christmas party instead of New Years Eve

... But you know I can't take on another WIP so they will rot in my brain 😂